Begin With Your State Of Mind.

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I'm Dina Marie Stockmeister.
Nineteen. I'm learning to move on with my life, and slowly accept the unknown. I live in a world full of pure illusion, chaos, and confusion, but I'm not gonna let it ruin me. I'm far from where I wanna be in life, but with a little time, and ample amounts of hope, I'll make it to the place where I belong.

I just wish things were different. The thing is I don’t even care about relationships until I have a chance with someone. I don’t like people easy and when I do it hurts. I need to stop putting my whole heart into everything but the thing is I know i’ll never stop. The question is where to go from here? The answer is unknown.

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My heart is broken but not by you, by myself for allowing myself to be in this situation once again.

I don’t think i’ll ever encounter the feeling of love again.

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Take Pictures of:
1. You
2. Your Breakfast
3. Something you love
4. Your mailbox
5. Something you wore
6. Something that makes you smile
7. Your favorite quote
8. Your sky
9. Something you use daily
10. Something from your childhood
11. Your favorite school binder
12. Your favorite shoe
13. Inside your bag/backpack
14. Something you’re reading
15. Something that makes you happy
16. Something you see every morning
17. Your water
18. Something you bought
19. Something sweet
20. Someone you like/love
21. A reflection of something
22. Your jacket
23. Something old
24. Your guilty pleasure
25. Something you made
26. Your favorite color
27. Your lunch
28. Your sunset
29. Inside you fridge
30. Nature.

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It either comes with age or maturity, but you start to see things differently. Things happen for a reason, and the outcome may not always be good but its for the best. With that we grow and we learn from it so that if the opportunity should come again you know how to go about it. In all honesty I…

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I’m not even sure what to do anymore. I’m torn. So many rumors so many people talking, and telling me one thing after another. I don’t know what to believe anymore. I just want things to be simple, like they were at first. I don’t wanna sound sappy, or like everyone else who’s afraid of getting their heart broken. This isn’t the same, circumstances are different. I’m stubborn, and emotional in every aspect their is. I know where it started, and I wish things could easily be erased. People always say “it’s the past” but the past is always apart of you, making you who you are today. In my case I let it define the person I am, and I wish that wasn’t the case but for now that’s what I have to live with.

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I live in a constant battle with my mind, that destroys me every step of the way. I feel like I’m alone in everything I encounter because evem whem I do decide to speak up no one ever quite understands the emotions that I’m feeling. This is something I want to change but I so unsure of where to start.

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Maybe it isn’t me with whom you’re meant to be, but I feel you understand what others don’t seem to see. I’m hurt so you don’t expect much- Others might just get fed up. They’ll hurt me even more, so you just can’t quit and give up. How can you say “I love her” if you’re so quick to leave? But at the same time, you’re waistin time because I have no love to give. I’ll cause you pain, but that’s not my intention. Can you make me feel what’s beyond my comprehension? You give me attention, but I’ll be honest, I’m not sure it even matters. I’m too bruised and battered to be the slightest bit flattered. Are you dumb if you stay? Are you wrong if you move on? Will I ever come around? And if so, how long? I’m incapable of love but you’ve got so much to give. All you can really do is be here, but you’ve got your life to live.